Tuesday something felt wrong. I was off, everything was off. I couldn't figure out why so I chalked it up to hormones or some such and went on with my life. Wednesday I found out what was wrong. It was like this giant wave of wrongness crashing over my life and covering everything. Sometimes I manage to make the surface and can breathe but other times I struggle underwater, trying to take a breath and finding myself filled with something other than air. I'm scared and there doesn't appear to be a lifeguard on duty.